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black_clad_wolf
27 October 2009 @ 11:17 pm
A funny hobby of mine on slow days, and as my interest allows, for almost the past decade has been combing the net for fanfics of series long past that ive been fond of. These include Slayers, Ranma 1/2, Sailor Moon, to a small extent Ghost in the Shell, Akira, and even some video games *who knew ppl could be so creative in making warcraft fanfics....*.

It started off when i stumbled upon Twoflowers fanfics. His Slayers Trilogy is among the BEST fanfics ive ever found and had the pleasure of reading. however, the more i looked, the more greatly saddened i became.

Dont get me wrong. There were many that were wonderful, one of which *Kristas 'Hearts of Ice' being the prime example* that only JUST completed. In her case, getting married, having children, and in-general life itself just got in the way, which is to be expected. Props to her for taking the time to go back and finish a well-done fic. 'Relentless', done by the same artist who did the webcomic 'Thunderstruck', was another absolute classic. Even some crossovers were good, such as Fires 'Destiny's Child', were at least resonable.

However, getting back to my prior statement, the more i looked, the more i realized just how late i came to the party, at least with these classic series. I felt as if i was some wanderer, exploring a broken landscape dotted with old ruins from long past, a few with priceless treasures in them, and the majority simply dangerous, monster-filled deathtraps waiting to consume the curious adventurer. I suppose its different when one is present while a series is at its 'peak', and the creative minds of the community, or those wishing to be so, are painting away with abandon. Its a vast difference when you come looking long after everyone has left he building.

Most, as anyone who has read such knows, are horridly flawed simulacrums of the real thing, disguised under good intentions until actually read, revealing their horrid true form as they spring to the attack. Either the author didnt think their ideas through, or in even more cases, only got about half-to-three-fourths through and lost interest, vanishing from sight for greener pastures. Even more painful is that some of these left-unfinished series were at times actually GOOD, and well thought out, even had thriving communities. Much like the lost Roanoke, these suddenly vanished much like their authors.

I agree some fanfics are just plain bad, sometimes even to the point of being worthy of execution. My point is, regardless, that going back and exploring a long-past series, and its once thriving community, good OR bad, is much akin to the feeling one would probably recieve when walking through the remains of a town long-since abandoned after being bombed, with the buildings, craters, remains, and such right where they were left when their inhabitants departed.

It is an eerie feeling indeed.....
 
 
black_clad_wolf
12 May 2009 @ 10:48 am
WHEEEE! After almost 3 weeks or more of constant work on an old lvl 27 warlock of mine on WoW, she FINALLY hit 55! Having been a fan of DKs since Warcraft 2 *which i still have, original and Bnet, as well as WC 1 for DoS*, when they made them the first hero class, i was dyin to try 'em.

only managed to get an hour before bedtime, but so far, i liiiiiike!

and im in an unbelievably good mood for a morning..... i need to hit 55 for the first time more often!
 
 
black_clad_wolf
22 July 2008 @ 09:51 am

Imagine, those who have played DnD in the past *3.0 or 3.5, at least*. Now, take that, and imagine that three are almost no magic items to speak of, almost no in-game cash to speak of *lvl 15 chars do a death defying job, and get 4K apiece.... thats considered 'a lot' in our gameworld*, and 'cheap' tactics are either forbidden, or frowned upon, maybe even penalized *like combining Improved Invisibility and Fly, and flying around tossing fireballs at enemies*. This has been a big problem for myself, at least, cause seeing as i dont really enjoy RP in-person *although i love it via MU*, half the fun for me is 'what do i get to deck myself out in'. Suffice to say, when your lucky to find a +2 sword before lvl 20, theres a problem.

The OTHER big problem was the seeming 'lack of ability' the players always seem to have. the chars could be lvl 18, and STILL cant say anythign to that magistrate without getting shafted for it. Moment they hit 20 *and we stop playing them, resorting them to NPC status*, they can say and do almost whatever they want and get away with it. Very annoying.

Lately, there was an incident where alignment came up, although the reasons were varied. We were being Run through Tomb of Horrors *3.5 edition*. we had nothing magical *aside from a wand or two* but our weapons, which were specificly for the dungeon. no gear to  buff anything in any way, and all the chars roughly lvl 9-13. This on it's own seemed like we were underequiped to me, since a LOT of the traps therein are deathtraps. you fail the save, your dead. period.

The subject of alignment came up when one of the players, who character is chaotic neutral, withheld he could find and disarm traps once the only rogue was disabled. while he didnt push anyone INTO the traps, nor hid behind anyone, nor told anyone to walk ahead, he was accused of 'performing evil acts' OOCly due to the fact that he didnt step forwards and actively stop anyone from walking into a potentially trapped location of their own free will, and/or volunteer to pick up where the rogue left off *knowing full well that the traps were mostly instant lethality*. Essentially, 'evil by omission'. What troubles me is, isn't that exactly the type of thing a chaotic neutral character would do?

This, in turn, gets me to another larger angle. At jus what point does 'morally questionable' become 'evil'? "Where is the line drawn? Who decides? Is everything really that black and white? Does intent have anything to do with it, or is it action alone? Is it the reverse of that? At what point does protecting yourself, and not playing the hero, go from 'self survival' to 'the wrong thing to do'? I've heard people tell me that 'if you allow it to happen, your as bad or wose as the one performing the act itself'. Others have said 'There is never anything wrong with avoiding harm to oneself, even if it means not intervening'. Which is it? Is it even either one at all? Is it something else? IS there any real single answer?

Or is it, as i suspect, all perspective as per the individual?

My apologies to those still reading this far and wondering just what i'm getting at. Keep in mind this is all the hypothetical meanderings of my mind. In the end, i follow my own conscience, and leave it at that. However, as is my nature, i always must question, myself in particular *hence why i have no problem questioning absolutely everything i encounter on principle. yes, the sky is pink, and the clouds cotton candy*.

I do know one thing. This may even be considered to be breaking it's own purpose, an interesting loop of words in a way.... Whatever ones perspective might be of the nature of right, wrong, and the grey in between, there is no reason to ever press that perspective on others. It is, after all, one thing to debate a perspective or an opinion. it's quite another to push it down someone elses throat. Which, i'm sorry to say, seems to be what most people feel they have a right to do nowadays.

Anyway.....

In happier news, the fiance picked up The Orange Box, and is already showing promise playin the HWG *although i did witness her trying the Engineer as well*. Between that, Portal, and Half-Life 2, she'll be getting plenty of high-speed FPS action, and the coordination that comes with it. Nothing more romantic than the glow of warm plasma and the smoking remains of an opponent, eh? I feel very lucky to have someone who enjoys gaming as much as i do, particularly the games involving high-calibur ammunition, flamethrowers, backstabbing, and plenty of gore.

My WoW account is close to running out, so might try out CoH/CoV again. i heard the exp curve is not so severe, and some new things were added since my time on there.

Saw Hellboy 2, the new Batman, and I Am Legend *the latter about 25 minutes ago*. Can sorta see why ppl didn't like I Am Legend, in that it's very bland, and predictable in plot. Still, the actors and overall work on it were quite good, and it was entertaining for a single viewing.

Hellboy 2 wasnt QUIIIIITE as good as the first one, but i DID like Liz' new attitude. Seemingly gone was the 'i wanna hide away' mentality. Plus, those scenes when she was covered in flames and acting like it was no big deal were just downright cool *pun not entirely intended*

Batman: Dark Knight.... oh dear God, it sucks that Ledger is deceased. I can't think of anyone else fitting of reprising the Joker role anymore. As good as Jack Nickolson was, it wasn't good enough. Mark Hamill was a great VA for joker, but this was easily on par with him. Whereas Hamill brings his madness to his voice, Ledger not only captured his madness in voice, but also in action and mannerisms. As final performances go, his was indeed fitting one of his talent.

As for MUCK news, much is afoot. Many different chars running many different plots and events seperately, and some not as seperately as others might thing. I.E. the plot(s) is(are) thickening. I can say no more. You'll hafta wait and see!

Another interesting thing, and many who know me in person know 'bout this. I've been, here and there, writing. Whenever i hear music, over time, a story appears in my head. It's like watching a movie in your mind as clear as one would on a TV screen, with the exception of feeling the emotion of each character watched. I've been seeing some amazing scenes in my head over the years, developed many characters, as well as learned things about myself, via this method, but only now have a started considering writing some of them as short stories. One day, i might even post one for people to burn at the stake....

Anywho, i'm off for now. Dunno when next i'll post, but i will eventually.

 
 
Current Mood: depressed
 
 
black_clad_wolf
21 November 2007 @ 01:41 pm
not much has happened, really. but then, when does it ever? a few new scenes RPed at CT *now Twisted MUCK, which is fiiine with me. sounds more interesting, too*. 

just recently found out that the haunted mansion in florida was FINALLY upgraded and rehabbed. and i was there almost a year ago, which means it was real recent. luckily, me mum and friend plan on going again for X-mas vacation next year, and the GF and i are invited, so heres to hopin.

while finding out about this, i found a picture i remember seeing as a child. it was the first time in recallable memory i was scared shitless by something *at about 5-8 years old, btw*. it was what made me terrified of the haunted mansion in florida's DW for years to come:



somethign about the eyes, and the 'empty space' where the face is..... images like this have terrified me ever since. course, when i finally went on the ride, and saw that it wasnt as creepy as shown, ive found it to be my fav ride in DW. pardon the pun, but im dyin to see the new 'bride', constance 2.0! *i.e. creepy stuff!*

the only other development is that a buddy of mine got Rock Band for his 360, and suffice to say, souls have the potential to be lost as a result. tis fun, indeed.

ill leave you with another image, scary in its own right, but equally as entertaining at the same time:

 
 
black_clad_wolf
25 October 2007 @ 11:28 pm
dont usually post that quickly, but this was so truely entertaining, i had no choice......

as some know, i play City of heros/City of Villains off and on. I thought to myself 'Why not let the GF design a character? After all, shes an artist, and might come up with something really nifty'.

I was NOT disappointed!

Here is the culmination of her evil mind! FEAR!

 





Her name is Wanda McDonald. She is the deformed bastard child of a certain clown who shall not be named directly, lest he actually appear before me, and an unknown greater demon. Due to the deformities, her arms were replaced with super-strong cybernetic refits. Sadly, the same devices weren't available to replace the leg, so a peg was glued on. Shes also somewhere around 9 feet tall!

Gonna be entertaining when i get 'er to higher levels!
 
 
black_clad_wolf
02 July 2007 @ 01:30 pm
not much has happened of note since the last entry, really. but i felt like posting anyway...

thigns on CT MUCK are on the up and up. plots thicken, congeal, ripen, and the like. should be interesting to see what develops next.

relationship is going strong, with little indication of slowing down anytime soon.

the test for double black stripe comes up next month. luckily, its a test to see how well one knows some of the previous forms, so that will be no real problem. its the black im worried about... pyramid exercises, followed by 300 rapid steps, followed by 4 opponents, who are fresh, in rapid succession, with almost no breaks. my endurance is nowhere near a level to do all that currently, and its only 2-3 months away.

got a pair of new LJ icons, one of which is being used for this post. tis nummy. Thanks to it's maker for makin it for me. As for who, well, you know who you are. I'll let it remain a mystery wrapped in an enigma.

work is.... well, work. no other way to put it. i go, i do what i need to, i get paid, end of story.

anywho, ill update sometime in the next few months. Hopefully by then there'll be something of note to note.
 
 
black_clad_wolf
30 April 2007 @ 10:23 pm


The above is me with the GF. Aint she cute!? *puts gun to your head and gives a look that says 'say yes or else'* >=)

need to get an updated picture at some point... ive been lazy.

anywho, some CRAZY things have been goin on lately. For one, there was a Kumdo tournament at the school i attend, consisting of a forms competition, and a sparring competition. I attended figuring at best i might get a certificate thanking me for trying, a buncha bruises and nothing to show for it at worst. My forms are always 'make them up as you go'. Having focused on the 9 cutting directions, as well as having several years of prior practice with a real katana *of which i own 4*, I've developed the skill to seamlessly flow from a cut in one direction and angle into a cut any direction i want with little or no slowdown. I've also used to do Amtgard *or Amtguard, not sure which spelling*, which was fighting with padded weapons, and used to dual wield, which combined with current practicing over the years has resulted in some moderate ambidexterity.

So i figured for the forms part 'why not', and did a two-sword form using a standard size bokken and a tanto-sized bokken. started in a kneeling position, and used a one-knee kneeling draw cut to start. shortly after the beginning few slashes, using multiple directions, i drew the short blade and started the two-sword portion, chooinsg direction and angle at random, but using both weapons in equal offense and defense.

after i was done, i figured nothing would come of it, and sat down so someone else could have their turn.

once everyone was done, armor was applied in large quantities, and sparring started. again, it went well. i felt i did ok, despite the fact that three of my shots on my 1st opponent were not counted, despite being solid, cracking blows to the waist armor.

when it was over, i wasnt suprised at the sparring result: i came in 3rd in the class *of about 8 to 10 people, if i recall*, which wasnt bad. the forms results took me completely off guard. I'd come in first! something i never saw coming.

still not sure how i did it, considering several people had REALLY good, well practiced forms, while mine was improv, as always. even felt bad a little. some folks spent hours practicing, and i just made it up on the fly. c_c

More craziness came later in the evening at the DnD game. the villain campaign came to a magnificent end, as three characters died while trying to kidnap a priestess, while trying to kill all the rest *they ended up sealed in the temple by the head priestess, who sicked an elder fire elemental on them, which at lvls 8-10 was more or less an inevitable conclusion*, one character, the most evil of the entire party and it's leader, was captured, and the other two escaped and are at large.

the escapees, having also the company of 2 liches and a powerful wizardess *all around 15th-20th level*, successfully managed to get to the wizardess' hidden abode, and conjure up an evil demigod to assist them. this will make things interesting.

to this point, all was as usual for how the games we run usually go. it was after this the actual craziness started.

one of the higher level NPC Wizards *the Lady Xue Melissa Qian, for those who know the character*, being one of the more active personality fragments in my head, had an idea. use the captured bad guy leader to find the rest. those knowing DnD can prolly already tell what happened, since changing ones alignment suddenly is usually not an easy task.

suffice to say, one of the biggest bad guys is now one of the biggest good guys, INCLUDING his mount *a now lawful-good older red dragon*, theres a 2nd evil demigod running around, a 3rd lich may be joining the bad  guys soon, and the heros are  taking steps to make sure when the bad guys move, they'll be ready. since the demigod in question is demonic in origin, the evil temple of one city, which is aligned with the devils, is actually willingly helping the good guys to fight against it *since they dont like her any more than anyone else*, while entire assassins guilds have been hired, some on one side, some on another, ect.

in other words, this will all eventually come to a head, and when that fuse hits the gunpowder, the explosion will be SSOO entertaining. itll be interesting to see which characters live, and which don't make their saving throws when all is said and done....

more good news: CT MUCK is doing VERY well! EVERYONE GO RP THERE! */shameless advertisement*. the plot is starting to thicken vveerryy nicely. I'll sya no more than that.

Anywho, Lates!
 
 
Current Mood: mellow
 
 
black_clad_wolf
27 March 2007 @ 10:09 am

... and if anyone can tell me the game im thinking of in which that number is important, i will be suprised.

in the meantime, took this lil quiz. just for kicks.







.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-




Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent, quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one can change that. Usually quiet but only because your listening, don't let anyone think you haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because your shy or sad, your usually quiet because you are thinking. Your answers are well planned and helpful so people generally seek your advice. Your the perfect balance between solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a little time to yourself to sort out your emotions and figure things out. You understand the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let things get to you. What's that important for you to have to get so upset over? You know what you want out of life but are simply taking your time and enjoying things. To you your life is fine as it is, you can always change things later if your not happy.
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considering i was swimming with no help or floatation devies at a SERIOUSLY young age *ill need to double check with the 'rents to confirm the exact age*, and the fact that this is pretty accurate, figured it was worth it. the lass is also pretty, which helps. looks kinda like Dizzy, from Guilty Gear.

not too much to say ATM. at work, currently 10:15 AM, got here at 7ish, and this only JUST got quiet. busy busy busy. my planned scheduel, likely to be changed, is to finish the Wednesday backup tapes, finish Dante Byron's character sheet *a nasty bad guy NPC i run in the weekly DnD game on occasion*, update my charsheet for this coming weekend's game *after tha last big fight on Saturday, the char leveled*, and finish the map for my pun dungeon *yes, you read that right. fear!*.

other than that, all is (ab)normal. miss the GF, worn out from Kumdo practice last night *i'm now officially Red Belt!*, and soon to depart for lunch. Until later!

 
 
black_clad_wolf
16 March 2007 @ 02:31 pm
not that i didnt enjoy my vacation. just so much i wanted to get back to, though. like my GF, whom i went and saw 300 with last night.

its an ok movie. i left feeling like it was lacking something, but couldnt place what. something that movies like The Last Samurai and Braveheart had. was a nice hack-n-slash, however. lotsa slow mo stuff, and some nice 'combat', although a tad unrealistic. too many spins.

another thing i missed was CT Muck. http://community.livejournal.com/chronomuck/

the whole event last night was great, and was the kinda thing ive missed for a LOOOONG time, even since MU's unofficial demise *may it rest in pieces*. the logs up, and even the OOC was kept, so amusing it was. cant wait to see how the plot develops further

my shift at work is 20 minutes fro being done, and then, its weekend! two MORE days to goof, with DnD on tomorrow night. something else i missed.

anyway, pretty useless entry, but just felt like typing. so there.
 
 
Current Mood: silly
 
 
black_clad_wolf
12 March 2007 @ 11:05 pm
Finally got meself an LJ. now ill just need to remember to update it occasionally. currently in the Disney contemporary hotel, on vacation, missing my girlfriend, and listening to 'oh, let go fly a kite' music video on the TV. they need more T channels -_-;

anywho, already know the first things im gonna do when i get home. first, call the GF. second, log into CT MUCK and see what ive missed *the last logs Devi posted were great. the plot thickens*. finally, im torn between playing Emperor *sim-kinda game where you build a city in ancient china*, and Natural Selection *a kickarse HalfLife mod that blows CS and TFC outta the water, IMHO*. aahh, such are the least of my worries.... 

for work, and the return from my relaxation, doth loom, and the idea does vex me greatly..... but such is life. all good things must come to an end, as surely as they begin.

on a side note, from going around the Disney parks, i must wonder: why do the villains get little to no appreciation. theres tons and tons and tons of shops, sketches, statues, and other sometimes interesting items present for all the 'good guys', but from ALL the parks ive been to since Wednesday *Magic Kingdom twice, Epcot twice, MGM once, the blizzard water park once, and animal kingdom once*, only ONCE have i seen a shop for the villains. what did it contain? almost all Tshirts. talk about biased against the bad guys...
 
 
Current Mood: okay
 
 
 
 

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